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| you feeling the music people? cantik yang song. happy faces now, no more frown frown. .skr. | | |
| my flight tmorrow is at 6pm. and i asked alek to go ke kl lagi so i can shop with him, he told me about this place uptown in kl where they sell nice bajus, but he said that the bajus that they're selling there bau mastham HAHAHAH! what a way to encourage me to go to that place. mcm mana kan ber bisnes ni lek, kalau inda pndai lie and give good comments about places.i love you alek .. btw, right now i'm having fun taking pictures with the webcam, im feeling a lil bit vain,well maybe not a little bit but VERY vain HAHA.maria msged me tadi and told me that we're staying at this crappy place where alot of chinese people are staying.but probly i'll have fun hanging out at the gym and carrying weights, and when i come back to brunei, i'll look like one of those body builders. having to put oil all over my hot musly body , tsssss SEXY! hahaha jokes jokes. those body builders freak me out, they do NOT turn me on AT ALL! i miss my friends; raf,peng,jig and ren. they're the one who makes me smile all the time till my jaw hurts.weeeeeeeeee, saya sayang ketat ketat kamu orang . hey im gnna go pack my barang now. blog once i arrive in kl. 
notes to veiwers; im not afraid to look ugly =) me and jig in the car 
. . . side effects of eating too much HOT&SPICY CRACKER NUTS . . skr© | | |
| its been moons since i last updated. so,in 2 days, im flying off to kl for 2 months :), i'm kinda excited about it cause its about time that i take a time off and leave this shit hole. you get what i mean, i just wanna get away from all the gossips and events thats happening here. ma and maria left early, cause i have to jaga nadia, and help her revise for her exams. but its all good. azmi, sunshine and nabil are coming down to kb tomorrow,they're gonna hang out with me before i leave on saturday. asked permission from kaka elly, and she said they can come over. oh oh oh, there's this guy who is starting to get on my nerves.he is seriously freaking me out, and im trying to find ways to avoid him. what i heard from his kawan was that he wanted to come over to kb yesterday to see me, and i told my maids to lock the gate and told them that ada orng gila mau dtng, and they got scared HAHAHA.and last night, i helped nadia revise her pelajaran am, and FUCK it was funny, i couldn't stop laughing because she tried so hard to put on her malay accent. you know how in pelajaran am, they ask you to name the given symbols. so i pointed out a symbol and asked her to name it for me. the answer is pekan but instead she said pekat HAHAHA. i know to you guys it may not be funny, but golly oh gosh it was funny to me. i didnt get the chance to tell you woot happened during hari raya, well i went raya-ing with naz, raf and peng. the first house we went to was bakh's place, and we just stayed there for 5 minutes which was hilarious, me and peng couldn't stop laughing until we went out of the house. we had our reasons to laugh:p. jig decided to join us, and it was fun having him around, we were also suppose to go raya together with this other group, but instead they wanted to go raya with their other gang, i was bummed. i was actually looking foward to have that particular person around but i guess its not gnna happen in a gazzilon years. but oh well, all i can do is sabar sja and biar all the shits get thrown at me. so after going over to bakhs place we went to yuni's anen harry potters(adam) place and the last place that we went to was praapps place which we only stayed for 3 minutes. on the way sending isa back home, pengs my called her up and she got into trouble, while they were on the phone mumthajalil and jig wont shut up and that seriously made pengs mom marah-ed her even more. so yeah, when we arrived at pengs place, she got into trouble for arrving to 2minutes late. but then everything was settled,pheewh. when we went inside, raf wanted to go to the loo and we couldnt stop laughing cause ONLY GOD KNOWS WHAT WE WERE LAUGHING AT. and she tripped over a wire, and that made me laugh even more. both of us wanted to pee so badly, but seriously i couldnt use to loo cause it was uhh BAU! hahaha and i have this phobia about going into smelly bathrooms:p.well i guess it was a very memorable hari raya for me, at least we beat the last record for only going to 2 houses last yea. and right now im chatting to the guy that i was talking about, he's being a wee bit emotional HAHA.i'm gonna go now, and layan him. i'll blog soon. .skr. | | |
| Time seems to fly so fast, and there’s not a second to waste in this world.  I remember someone saying to me, ‘’you seem very happy to me, when I saw you today,’’ and I just gave him this look that says, ‘’you don’t know how broken I am in the inside ‘’ so I guess you can’t really judge how a person feels in the outside. Sometimes I think that I am living in a lie because I tend to hide my pain with a smile, and telling people that I don’t give a fuck with what’s going on around me. But deep down inside I do give a fuck. In the inside, I must say that I am practically dead compare to the outside I am strong and always happy. If I was given a chance to have one wish, that wish would be having him back in my life. I told people that having him out of my life is easy and that I am very happy that he is no longer apart of me, but fuck that’s a lie.=(. I lie to my self to make me happy, as I thought by doing that things would turn out to be ok. But I’m wrong, instead it became worse. I almost gave up on life, but my friends were there to pull me back up again. they are the most important thing to me, the are as important as my spinal cord! ( I know lame.) Ooo yah, the party that happened on Saturday was ok. it was not as fun as I thought it would be, the fun part was seeing the stars perform and dancing with my darling REBLEYS and Fareeed .. *heeeeee*I know I should have blogged right after the party, but I was really busy with the up coming exam that started 2 days after the party. Everything seems to be going nuts during the past month, lemme list em’ down: · Inter school debate · Auditioned for talent night(got picked YAY!) · 12th august-The party · 14thh august-Exam’s(2 days after partyK) · 19th august-Call back the audition · 26th august-talent night(real show) Did I mention anything about how I spent my previous 2 weeks holiday? Well if I haven’t mentioned anything about it let me tell you what happened, it was fuu-huun. I spent my two weeks holiday over at bukit, and it was cragiee(said in daddy’s way, HAHAHA I laughing!!!!!!).. Me, peng and ren slept on one bad and I’m always in the middle, and both of them love to annoy me especially PENG, there's not a second where pisah WON'T stop kacau-ing me.. and practically we laugh 24/7. and also during those 2 weeks, it makes me distinguish how different the two of my mates are, meaning personality wise.and peng, won't stop feeding me, thats why i kinda gain like 2 kgs.. waduuuhh.. woottiess, i can't wait for the next holidayy YAYY. skr. ;theres no point of living if you dont have your upsies and downsies to go through; a thousand minutes, days gone by.
rainy days with tears in my eyes, filled only with your love ,that has gone by.
seasons called spring and winter went by just like that.
memories which never really existed still remained in me
with every single second that has gone by. today and tomorrow would not make a difference without your love in me to take this pain away to the past seasons,days, minutes gone by.
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| hmm, now the excitement seems to run out from my body... honey, seriously whats going on?you know that i'm always here for you. how can we solve this if ur not opening up to me? im no psychic. our friendship seems to be getting bitter each day. please don't let us fall out again? please.. you know i need you eventhough you're living on the other side of the world. you know that you're always be the special one in my life. i would never ever wanna trade the friendship that we have now with anyone.. please stay with me? 
<3 i miss you -skr
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